I have passed the frustrated + emotional stage now!!
Learning to take things as it comes.
Here's what I received from the US that made me happy: bridesmaids + maid of honor gifts for the girls!!! It's a customizable soap and lip balm gift set. You get to choose the flavor/scent you want for the soap and lip balm, name labels and wordings, wrapping paper and bag stamp design!!! I chose lavender rosemary for the soap scent and vanilla for the lip balm. Ordered this from etsy.com.. A little pricey for the size (smaller than the size of my balm) but they're gorgeous :)